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サー…
Shwaa


いい天気
お出かけびよりだ…
The weather's nice.
It's a good day to go out...


風香と出かける予定があって
I'm going on a day out together with Fuuka.

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ハァー…
Haaa...


だめだ
It's no good.


考えても仕方ないのに
There's no point in dwelling on it

考えてしまう
But I can't help it.


料理…
料理でもしよう
Cooking...
I should make something.

ガチャ
Kachak


からっぽ…
Empty...


ハァー…
Haaa...

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15話
また夜が来る
Chapter 15
Night Comes Again

自分本位なこの気持ちを…
These selfish feelings...

欠けた月とドーナッツ
Crescent Moon and Doughnuts

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風香
Fuuka


思ったよりちゃんとしてきた
Better than I expected from you.

はあ！？
Huh??

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帰ろうかな
I think I'll leave.

うそうそ！
ごめん！
Just kidding!
Sorry!


かわいいよ
You're adorable.


くる
Spin

ならいい
Fine.

なになに？
わざわざ買ってくれたの？
What is it?
Did you go shopping just for today?


うん…
Yeah...

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ひな子さんが
選んでくれた
Hinako-san
Picked it out.


こういうの似合いますよって
She said this type of outfit suits me.

デートするって言った？
Did you mention the date?

ひな子ちゃんに
To Hinako-chan.


えっ
いや言ってない
Eh?
No, I didn't.

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ちゃんと
自分で考えるから
I'm trying
To figure things out myself.


マジメだなー
You sure are serious.

またからかってる？
Are you teasing me again?


ううん
好き
No
I love that about you.


ぱっ
Fwsh

あさひ
Asahi

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はい
Yes?


いこ
デート
Let's go
On our date.

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なんか…
It's like...

チラ
Glance

普段会う時と何も変わらない気が…
Nothing is any different from...


ばっ
Whoosh


あ
照れた～
Ah!
You're blushing~

照れてない
I am not!

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あさひって
不愛想とか感情ないって言われるけど
そんなことないよね
You know, Asahi
People say stuff like you're cold or emotionless
But it's not true at all.


すねるしすぐムキになるし
You're mopey, and you get grumpy easily.

なってない
Do not!


ほらそれそれ
See? That's what I mean.

ぐっ
Grr


あと
たまに笑うとかわいい
Also
Sometimes you're really cute when you smile.


ガチャ…
Clack

なんで急にそんなことばかり言うの
Why do you suddenly keep saying things like that.

ずっと思ってたよ？
It's what I've always thought.

あたしだけの秘密だから
誰にも言わなかっただけ
I just haven't told anyone
Since it's been my secret.

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…でも
But...

今もう違うからなー…
Things are different now...


どういうこと？
What do you mean?

ん？
Hm?

最近よく笑うようになったねって話
I mean how you've started smiling a lot more recently.


そうなの？
Have I?

うん
だからもう
言っちゃおうかなって
Yep
So I thought
Maybe it's time to just tell you.

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風香は
Fuuka has

ちゃんと私のことを見ていてくれたんだな
Always been paying attention to me.


嬉しい
That makes me

と思う
Feel glad.

「好き」
I "love" that about you.


どうしたらいいんだろう
I wonder what's the right thing to do.

さく…
Crrch...

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ずっと一緒にいてくれた友達
She's my friend who's always been there for me.

傷つけたくない
I don't want to hurt her.


スッ
Fwsh

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明日は仕事か～
Work tomorrow, huh?

あーあ
Ahh


んで？
返事は？
So?
What do you say?


あたしとつき合ってくれる？
Will you go out with me?

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…つき合うって
何をすればいいの？
When you say go out...
What do I need to do?


今日みたく
映画観たりご飯食べたりだよ
Just like today,
Seeing movies, eating food.

それなら…
In that case...

でも
But also


つらい時はあたしを一番に頼ってほしいし
When you're suffering, I want you to rely on me the most.

あさひが一番楽しいのも
あたしといる時であってほしい
And when you're the happiest
I want it to be when you're with me.


つらい時楽しい時
会いたいって
When you're suffering, when you're happy
That you want to be with me.

ただそれだけが欲しい
That's all I ask.

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傷つけたくない
I don't want to hurt her.


…わ
かった…
I...
Understand...

努力
する
I'll do
My best.


…それは
That's...

「好き」じゃないよ
あさひ…
Not "love"
Asahi...

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ちゃんと振ってよ
Just turn me down.


このままじゃ
自分のこと嫌いになりそうでさ
At this rate
I'm going to hate myself.


…風香
Fuuka...


友達でいいやって
何もしてこなかった自分のせいだけど
I know it's my fault
For thinking it's enough to be friends and not doing anything

なんであたしじゃなかったんだろうって
あたしのほうが好きなのに
あたしの何が悪いんだって
But I just think, why can't it be me?
I'm the one who loves you.
What's wrong with me?

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もう
つらくなってきちゃった
I just
Couldn't take it anymore.


だから言わなきゃって
あんたを困らせるってわかってたけど
That's why I had to tell you
Even though I knew it would only trouble you.

ごめん…
I'm sorry...

これは自分のためなの…
It was all for my own sake...


ぐす
Sniffle

風香
Fuuka...

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…ずっと
一緒にいてくれてありがとう
Thank you
For always being there for me.


これからも風香は
私の…
You'll still always
Be my...

唯一無二の親友だよ
One and only best friend.


ずるいって…
That's no fair...

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でも…
ありがとう
But...
Thank you.


そのネイル
Is that nail polish

ひな子ちゃん？
From Hinako-chan?

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自分で選んだ
I picked it myself.


…そっか
きれいだよ
I see...
It's lovely.

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風香があんなに泣くの
はじめて見た
I've never seen Fuuka
Cry like that.


それは「好き」じゃないよ
That's not "love."


好きとか恋とか
私には関係ない必要ないもの
I had always thought
That things like love and romance

それよりも大事なものがあるって
ずっとそう思ってきた
Don't have anything to do with me, that they're unessential
That there's something even more important.


そうやって自分のことも周りのことも
And so, whether it was myself or those around me

知ろうとも見ようともしてこなかったから
I never tried to understand. I never tried to see.

結局肝心な時に何もできないんだ
Then in the end, at the crucial moment, I couldn't do anything.

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今までの人生何をしてきたのだろう
What have I been doing my whole life?

風香を
あんな風に傷つけて
Fuuka
I hurt her so much


そのくせ
まだ友達でいようなんて
And yet
The only thing I could say

自分本位のことしか言えない
Was something as selfish as, "Let's be friends."


情けない
恥ずかしい
I'm pathetic.
I'm so ashamed.

自分が
I just

嫌で嫌で…
Hate myself so much...

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ばっ
Whoosh


最低だ
I'm the worst.

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会いたい…
I want to see her...

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つらい時
会いたいと思うひとが
I figured out
When I'm sufferring

分かってしまった
Who I want to see.

わっ
Wah


もうこんな時間
お弁当って正解だったな
It's this late already.
Good thing I bought something to eat.

料理は明日しよ
I'll cook tomorrow.


…あさひさん
...I wonder if

帰ってきたかな
Asahi-san is back yet.


電話なんてできないし
偶然ばったり会えないかな
It's not like I can call her.
Maybe I could run into her by chance.

ちょうどドーナッツ2個あるし
I even have two doughnuts with me.

今
この角を曲がったら…
Right now
When I turn this corner...

たっ
Step

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くるっ
Spin

あ
Ah


月
The moon.

隠れちゃった
It's hiding.